a hiccup follows yesterday’s milestone, please pray

After trying out scenarios for the closing/goodbye visit (i.e. will bio mom announce her pregnancy, will bio gma and great gma say they will see the kiddos again when they are 18… I pray these conversations do not happen), it dawned on me that having the adoption hearing in the old town is totally notContinue reading “a hiccup follows yesterday’s milestone, please pray”

I surrender.

This week has been filled with wavering emotions by the hour.  I’m fortunate to have running partners who are helping me process and prepare for this coming weekend.  Likewise, my life partner is riding this out with me arm in arm as are my wonderful co-workers. I’ve had moments of anger thinking about how onContinue reading “I surrender.”

“I didn’t want to tell you…”

We took our first family vacation last week. Parts were magical.  Parts were carefree. Parts were full of teaching big brother and little sister what a vacation is… it’s about resting, having fun, and trying new things. We stayed on a private 60-acre lake and spent waking hours fishing, boating, swimming, and also make s’mores.Continue reading ““I didn’t want to tell you…””

and so in closing…

This is the final post to blogging about this season of our lives on this site. I now have a new-found appreciation for weekends in town and months where I’m not spending 3/4ths of the month planning for a drive across the state… and carrots to lessen pain and distract. We feel extremely grateful toContinue reading “and so in closing…”